Sunday, July 24, 2005

Where my fingers bring me....

I actually fall asleep half way through my latest post. Geeeeeee, guess I was totally wiped out.

The number of post in my dashboard is finally working. Its actually up to date which leaves me realize that I haven't got that much of entries in my blog. Should I be blogging more often.? There are countless of time where I just click the big X of the Mozilla Firefox after typing an entire new entry. Why.? It just doesn't seem right to post certain things, especially extra personal one. Or just a me, myself and Kelly's talk. But sometimes, you just couldn't resist to type or write it out. But when I reread it, a second voice appeared. And well, it's better not to post it.

I was shopping this noon and a Chinese sales girl spoke to me in English. Not broken but having a little problem in telling me what she tend to. And when I spoke to her in Chinese, she shows a sense of relief through her expressions. I find it amusing, yet it left me wondering why she spoke to me in English. Whether because I look Eurasian or because I look like a mix race local girl and it's impolite to speak to me in Malay because she's afraid that it would look like she's looking down on me.? Oo0opps! Race discrimination.? I'm not such a racist person. But still, I do have a some misconception or dislike towards certain race or their characters that seems to flow in certain race's blood. It's like, when some particular things happen, you'll know straight away what kind of people did it. What race did it. And some obvious character or attitude or beliefs. It simply just reflect their own race or religion. Well beliefs could be accepted in terms of their very own religion but I really don't get the superstitious thingy. I mean, stuffs like Feng Shui, traditional laws, beliefs or culture. Here, some Chinese Christians and majority of Buddhist actually applied it. I mean, no offense but I find it highly amusing and hilarious. Anyone that can think rationally or logically can interpret the degree of actualness in it. Perhaps they just like to drift a little bit from reality. With a slight breeze (certain ODD beliefs) it will make them feel much better. Though obviously torturing your mind with such temporary or non existent beautifully decorated illusion. Or what people like us called it, LIE.

I sincerely declare that I have no idea why I would brag about race. And forgive me if I offend anyone who's reading. By the way, I read Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince a few days ago. Well, it's kind of disappointing. Considering of the previous ones in the series. It has a fine beginning, but in the middle, it potrays a more narrating genre in a different way. It's like, it keeps flashes back. Keep telling story within a story. And there isn't much exciting part or twisty plots that keeps you reading until you finish which exist in some of the previous books. With interesting plots that keeps you wanting to know what happens next. It's like the aura is missing. It gets better near the ending though, the climax where there's more action. And with a dark ending. Guess it emphasize a better story and also the power of the black side more. And well, its okay but not as good as the previous ones. I still prefer the third book. Hehehe...

Well, on top of it, I still love the Da Vinci Code. Hehehe..


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