Does tears makes a person stronger.?
Does those tiny little drops that dripped slowly everytime shaped out the inner strength within you.?
Did you notice the resilient armor that's supposedly invisible is getting more visible everyday to the naked eye.?
Does holding back your tears makes you a pretender.?
Or perhaps, a coward.?
Or someone who's trying so hard to be strong and hold it RIGHT there.?
Not realising that the heart is already shattered to bits and pieces. And there's no cure for it to regain the perfect heart anymore no matter what. It could never return to its original state. Without a wound or two.
Or perhaps, because there were already deep cuts there and you just could no longer bear to scatter anymore salts and peppers to it.?
But you yourself underneath is suffering terribly by protecting it. Are you willingly doing so.?
You do not know.
Because you don't even know you're actually doing it.
What if you wanted so badly just to cry everything out just like a baby crying for dear mother but the tears just wouldn't fall.?
It just won't. And dear mother hadn't the slightest idea what dear baby wants.?
Your heart is raining like mad it's flooding already but you didn't drown.?
But you're gasping terribly for air to thrust down your lungs for your every next breath.?
Will you survive then.?