Could it be its only the forces of nature working, growing as time past.? Part of life's journey that each and everyone will go through.? Or perhaps the 18 months spent in Form 6 does alter your brain effectively.? A stage where your mind accelerate so fast that you yourself wouldn't realize until you took some time off and went wandering around the old times. I seriously did not realize that until I actually went through my old entries. And find myself laughing at my own funny entries. I didn't even notice that my way of writing actually did changed or was indeed changing. Seems like I've gone a long way.
I hate it when one minute I'm typing non stop and all of a sudden I'm just stuck. FARK.
Sometimes its annoying when your brain just wouldn't stop talking to you. Silent monologue beneath you that are either frustrating or just keep your mind working when you're hands are occupied with something else...For an instance, my mind just can't stop self blogging when I do my chores. Most of the time, when I finish my house work, I would forgot what I've "blogged" earlier in my brain. Seems like some sort of precaution steps to avoid my brain from getting rusty due to this seven month break I'm having. But then, when I really try to write it down or blog about it, I just couldn't recall.