I've just erased an entire entry which is rather melancholic and what Ping Yin calls deep. I realize, these writings not only make me grow up, sometimes they would bring me back to the sulky and gloomy feeling. Yes, my entries reminds me of my unpredictable and unexplainable mood swings. Or perhaps, it simply reflects what I'm feeling.? I don't feel sad. I just feel, not happy. Rather spiritless.? Or what people called, blue.?
No, I don't even know what I feel right now. I wonder if I'm obsessed to melancholy.?