Friday, June 02, 2006

When.?

It pains so much when no one knows what you're thinking. Worst, no one knows who you are, what you are. When you're suffering alone in the darkness and it still seems like millions of fingers are pointing towards you. There's no place to hide your face. No where to go. You just have to stay there and look at everyone else with their big bulgy eyes staring straight at you directly right into your heart. Demanding hungrily to feed their starving ears with what they wanted to hear regardless its the truth or not. The mixture feelings of guilt and innocence all jumble up beneath you gasping for every next breath but ignored and you remain there, suffocating. But no one cared. Not even a soul. You're just like another lifeless dummy on displayed that your appearance or existence brings no significant to anyone at all. Your heart cries terribly where every single tear drop hurts you so deeply when it rolls down one by one. But then, those invisible crystal drops are of course no where to be seen. Waiting to be discover perhaps.? How long would it take.? Today.? Tomorrow.? When.?

5 comments:

Pyin said...

wah.. y so sad entry de?? wat happen babe????

although it's nothing new for me liao... sumtimes get left behind/shoved aside....

sumtimes ppl dun see d best thing happening in front of them.. all u can do... MAKE THEM SORRY FOR NOT NOTICING!! >_<

no matter wat happens.. FACE IT STRONG!!! i'm always here when u need me darling~~ k?? =) *hugs*

Plunny said...

Oh dear, what would I do without you.? Hahaha...

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Ianfluenza said...

Kelly, ever heard of a theory where the number of people who hates you is equivalent to the number of people who loves you in this world? There will always be someone who appreciates you for who you are, and those who hate and envy you for what you have. You might not even know them!

So, when you find everyone whom you believe to lay spite onto your exhausted fragile soul, hold strong to the belief that there will be people who are willing to listen to your sorrows and woes, giving you comfort, and eventually shed a light of optimism on you to stand strong and face the harsh with a confident smile...

Plunny said...

No, I've never heard of that before and thank you so much for telling me. Just that the sad thing is when those closest to you are those that has the ability to shattered you to pieces. At the same time, they're also the only one with the sole power to join them back. Thanks for such comforting words Ian. =)