Friday, June 02, 2006
It pains so much when no one knows what you're thinking. Worst, no one knows who you are, what you are. When you're suffering alone in the darkness and it still seems like millions of fingers are pointing towards you. There's no place to hide your face. No where to go. You just have to stay there and look at everyone else with their big bulgy eyes staring straight at you directly right into your heart. Demanding hungrily to feed their starving ears with what they wanted to hear regardless its the truth or not. The mixture feelings of guilt and innocence all jumble up beneath you gasping for every next breath but ignored and you remain there, suffocating. But no one cared. Not even a soul. You're just like another lifeless dummy on displayed that your appearance or existence brings no significant to anyone at all. Your heart cries terribly where every single tear drop hurts you so deeply when it rolls down one by one. But then, those invisible crystal drops are of course no where to be seen. Waiting to be discover perhaps.? How long would it take.? Today.? Tomorrow.? When.?