Monday, February 26, 2007
How could I be wounded, when I didn't care.? I couldn't remember since when it started, but I've learn to hide from my own pain. I hid my deepest feeling so well I forgot where I had placed them earlier. How am I then, to seek it back.? To regain the actual feeling that comes over me in the beginning? Am I not lost in my own acts now.? To hold back my feelings at the very first that I now, is deficient of the great and genuine feelings that surprisingly, I have yet to yearn for it so much. It is a shame, yet I do not feel it, not that I do not know. I could no longer feel naturally but only carefully.