Sunday, December 19, 2010

Ladybug

There are words to be sold,
Be that I can be that bold,
Simply inspiration to be miss.
Can I have that kiss?
Poetic enough to linger,
Will your heart tingle?

Monday, December 13, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Matthew Perryman Jones | Until the Last Falling Star



If there was a chance, that we could be lovers
I'd write you a book of handwritten letters
And burn them all up to the end
Just to start over again

If there was a chance that we could be lovers
I'd learn how to dance, how to hold without touching
Oh, love, where have you been?
I'll wait for you to lead to come in

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing until the last falling star?

If there was a chance that we could be lovers
I'd swim seven oceans and keep going further
I'd hold my breath until you slipped
Those words that belong on your lips

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing until the last falling star?

Say a lie
It could be anything
Just stay with me tonight

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing
I'll keep on wishing
Until the last falling star.

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Friday, October 15, 2010

Cary Brothers - Belong



Wake up lonely with you by my side
One more night it doesn't feel
There are movies playing in your eyes
You dream of our fortunes

But you're wrong.
I don't belong to you

The moon is the only friend i have outside
One more drink & I'll be healed
I told you the words & then knew it was a lie
I wish i could offer an appeal

You're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong to you

What I'd give for that first night when you were mine
Tried with all that i have to keep you alive

I wasn't taught this way
With a thousand things to say
I was born with a broken heart
What I'd give for that first night you were mine
Thought you were mine

So I'll put this cigarette to bed
Pull some sheets from off your side
I put my arm around you safe in the night
Still dreaming of fortune
But you're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong
I don't belong

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10

Just because my life is uneventful doesn't make it unworthy.

Monday, October 04, 2010

值得

I will not slow down to put up with you. If you can't catch up, you're not worth it.

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Sunday, September 05, 2010

Friday, September 03, 2010

Couldn't care less

Because I honestly don't fucking care. Or do I?

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Do you need a reason to be happy?

Or is it just because you want to be?

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Jewel - Satisfied



If you love somebody
You better lead it out
Don’t hold it back
While you’re trying to figure it out
Don’t be timid
Don’t be afraid to hurt
Run toward the flame, run toward the fire
Hold on for all your worth

Cause the only real pain
Your heart can never know
Is the feeling of regret
When you don’t let your feeling’s show
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud
Cause if you did Hun
Then you lived some
And that feeling inside
It’s called satisfied

Busy people walkin’ by
I can’t help but worry some
So many things to do
So little love gets done
Empty hearts everywhere
Drowning but dying of thirst
But if you want love, it’s not that tough
Start by giving it first

Cause the only real pain
Your heart can never know
Is the feeling of regret
When you don’t let your feeling’s show
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud
Cause if you did Hun
Well then you lived some
And that feeling inside
That’s called satisfied

Horses were made to run
And the sun was meant to shine above
And flowers were made to bloom
Then there’s us
We were born
To love
We were born
To love
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud… oh
Cause if you did Hun
Well then you lived some
And that feeling inside
It’s called satisfied

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Landon Pigg - The Way It Ends



Run
Is this to be our fate

Hide
Freedom is ours as long as we escape

We walk in the shadows, we do
For now but we all know
Our time is near

This is the way it ends
Don't tell me its meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall, and we too, shall rise
You held me and taught me how
I think I am ready now
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

We will be spilled in blood
And this is the way that they'll remember us
Emerge from the shadows, we will
Emerge from the shadows

This is the way it ends
Don't tell me its meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall and we too shall rise
You held me and taught me how
I think I am ready now
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

Under my skin, they fade away
(Here's to life with no regrets)
See you again all one day
(Give me life or give me death)
Can anyone ever really say

This is the way it ends
Nothing is meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall and we too shall rise, again
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

And this is the way its meant to be........

Sunday, July 25, 2010

爱炼



我不懂 把握这种结果
你别说 别说不是心痛
我放了手 像不再为爱前进的时钟
停在心头
布拉格 记录不我们的所有
我的梦 从此已经不同
那些感情 继续在不对的刻有多久
我的世界我来掌握
你给的爱像手链牵住了我 爱的太多
而我想要的你却得不到
两人的世界就像下了一场心碎的春梦
没沉默 我却有种心痛
猜不透 你心里想什么
我的感情 为你失去了自由要多久
就算是爱我想解脱
你给的爱像手链牵住了我 爱的太多
而我想要的你却得不到
两人世界就像下了一场心碎的春梦
我要的爱用温柔链住了我 不会退缩
而你不曾问我是否快乐
俩人的世界都不必再折磨
谢谢你爱我

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Incompatibility


感情没有对错,只有不合。。。

Monday, June 07, 2010

走吧。。


距离并不代表思念, 却让人学会, 如何一个人,继续走下这段长远的路。

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Monday, April 26, 2010

5 weeks left

How am I suppose to vomit out 13000 words in two essays in less than a month? Oh God help me.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Bitten Apple

Sometimes you wonder, the reason to continue, when its not but an errand, a routine you have loyally kept. Even if the core is but an empty stalk, you continue to hold. Are we waiting for its content to refill itself? Or simply the moment went a wind shall blow upon it and throw it to ground? And hence, farewell?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Why try to change me now?




I'm sentimental
So I walk in the rain
I've got some habits
Even I can't explain
Go to the corner
I end up in Spain
Why try to change me now

I sit and daydream
I've got daydreams galore
Cigarette ashes
There they go on the floor
Go away weekends
Leave my keys in the door
Why try to change me now

Why can't I be more conventional
People talk
People stare
So I try
But can'y be
Cuz I can't see
My strange little world
Just go passing me by

So let people wonder
Let 'em laugh
Let 'em frown
You know I'll love you
Till the moon's upside down
Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me now

Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me
Why try to change me now



Fiona Apple

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Just another day in the supermarket.

Attendant : Hi can I help you with anything?

Me : Yes. Can I have one of these please ? (pointing to something behind the counter)

Attendant : Yea sure. Anything else I can help you with?

Me : No that's all.

Attendant : I'm sorry but where are you from?

Me : (Puzzled) Malaysia, why?

Attendant : Oh, cos I can't guess because I can't seem to hear your accent.

Me : You mean cos I don't have an accent?

Attendant : Yea, but now I can tell your accent after you said "accent".

Me : -.-



Somehow I think he only said that because I already told him where I'm from. Oh well.


Happy Easter!

Thursday, April 01, 2010

为何哭?

Because tears do not wash away your sorrows.

They feed someone else's joy.



Amy Tan - The Joy Luck Club

Friday, March 19, 2010

True love should be simple and exclusive.
To love is to be exclusive.
And only when there is exclusivity it is true love.






Ye Zhao Yan - Nanjing 1937 : A Love Story

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day :)




p/s: Dear blog is spammed, I think.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Nam Yu Gai Yik

To think that there will be no special surprise delivery in the upcoming months just pierces me :(

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Family

Abang took a china tea cup filled with Bo Lei tea in his left hand, while his right was holding a small transparent bag filled with dad's medicine, and walk towards him. Dad put down his spatula and wipe his hands on the apron before taking the pills.

Dad asked if I ate any of the big rosy apples, I said no. Then he took out an orange, and started cutting them into slices and put a few of them in front of me. Seeing that I ate them, he took out another and repeated the cycle. Both of us shared two oranges :)

I took the garbage out as usual, preparing to wash my hands in the porch, and get back into the house to close the gate. But tonight, I didn't. Because mom closed the gate from inside the house before I got in.

All this happened within 15 minutes tonight. Tiny little gestures within a family, happening perhaps on a daily basis, long forgotten the beauty of it, but tonight it made me smile. I wondered if I'm getting old, or plain wiser in simply being grateful of my family.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

New Year

2009 is probably the year with the least post written, and published. Not that it's a year that was least happening, in fact, perhaps its just the opposite.

The time one has is limited, one has to delegate among other things and I'm afraid at this point, my dear blog is slightly pushed to the other side.

I graduated, I started working, I ventured into the blood sucking world where your sole compensation is the pay check at the end of the month. I went on boat rides on a monthly basis, with God watching over me as I'm obviously not eaten by any crocs. Working over hours, unsatisfied yet not entirely unhappy. Yes most of the time I'm confused and lost on my own position.

It was a year full of prompt decisions, followed by immediate actions. Calling it a stressful year would indeed be an understatement. Tracing it back now, it seems surreal, from squeezing through my final semester quickly changing into the working scene. As usual, everything is moving too quickly, you're not given the time to adjust yourself to it, instead, you just go along. Sometimes not even registering what that's actually happening.

I think my brain has been evolving a little too fast in absorbing what that has happened, and what that has not. Even more, decisions made that involved a party too much, yes I despise having to make decisions for someone else other than me, especially if everything puts me on the line, alone.

The emotional strain in me went sky rocketing and plunge deep more than too often within these 12 months, perhaps its a miracle I'm still standing straight. It surprises me my feelings or emotion can deal with such tremendous fluctuation on a regular basis. Or perhaps, as many would say, I appeared feeling-less.

Love has once found me again, and mended a broken heart. Let's pray it shall stay that way.

And I gave up having new year resolutions, for I always forgot what they were, not to mention keeping them.

At a point, I think its more because I don't believe in new year's resolution. Don't get me wrong, I trust that if a person makes up their mind to do something, they can do it. There's nothing wrong with making a resolution, I just don't believe that you need a date or a festive season to mark it.

Perhaps, people do it as a habit, taking it for granted that it marks a new beginning and hence maybe a little change can do some good to them too.

And who could blame them? Life is after all constantly changing, and our brain has evolved in a way to adapt to these changes and still move forward.

On a last note, it's a pretty darn good year, with it's equal share of joy and sadness and let us pray the year ahead would be even more colourful.