Simplicity is a gift.

Chatbox deleted.

2012-01-04T21:44:00.001+11:00

Oh, and Happy New Year!

Because you're a moron and I'm practically perfect

2011-12-09T17:30:00.000+11:00

The world is no nursery

2011-11-28T19:02:00.000+11:00

The very essence of romance is uncertainty - Oscar Wilde

2011-11-23T18:35:00.000+11:00

Risk

2011-10-11T22:19:00.001+11:00

Sometimes, we need to be occasionally overwhelmed in order to sustain life.

I'm a tree hugger.

2011-09-26T19:16:00.000+10:00

For all the insane things we do to stay sane.....

2011-08-07T20:27:00.001+10:00

Guilt with a capital G

2011-07-28T20:05:00.001+10:00

We're blessed thats why we're well loved.

2011-07-19T20:26:00.000+10:00

Things are better left unsaid if its not meant to be kept.

2011-07-17T21:22:00.000+10:00

And I You

2011-06-30T21:39:00.003+10:00

We're all liars. Some bigger than others. Some not.
We're not that much of a difference, honestly.
One species. Same despicable traits.

Turns out I was the only one.

2011-06-22T21:47:00.001+10:00

If only we were fools...

2011-06-19T12:02:00.001+10:00

Einstein

2011-06-11T18:09:00.002+10:00

Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited.

2011-05-24T21:21:00.000+10:00

More wrongs?
Moron.

Unfortunately, I care.

2011-05-17T21:24:00.000+10:00

Vague

2011-05-09T22:15:00.004+10:00

Perhaps you're a ghost, or was I just hallucinating all this while?
How could you be real, when you fade as quickly as you appear?
For what was there, was so beautiful that it its too surreal to be true?
For what separates reality from fantasy, is just a fragile thin line.

Because happiness can still be found even in the most unexpected places.

2011-05-08T14:48:00.001+10:00

What Are Words?

2011-05-01T19:04:00.002+10:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Chris Medina-What Are Words

Unimpressed.

2011-04-28T14:05:00.000+10:00

:)

2011-04-10T00:32:00.001+10:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

-Marilyn Monroe-

Because you prepare for the worst, and hope for the best.

2011-04-06T21:24:00.002+10:00

苦与甜

2011-03-22T20:00:00.002+11:00

Life always suck.
Then it gets better.
Then it sucks, again.
And gets better, again.
That's life.
Live with it.

If everybody knows, it's only cause it shows.

2011-03-13T16:41:00.001+11:00

Sometimes, we just tend to forget how trully blessed we are.

2011-02-26T12:23:00.001+11:00

Because we all need to learn to be content.

2011-02-18T22:53:00.001+11:00

简单就是福。。

2011-01-29T23:35:00.001+11:00

I forgive you, because you're an idiot.

2011-01-14T14:04:00.002+11:00

What you do makes who you are.

2011-01-02T21:42:00.000+11:00

Ladybug

2010-12-19T22:43:00.001+11:00

There are words to be sold,
Be that I can be that bold,
Simply inspiration to be miss.
Can I have that kiss?
Poetic enough to linger,
Will your heart tingle?

It's okay to choose.

2010-12-13T21:29:00.000+11:00

Matthew Perryman Jones | Until the Last Falling Star

2010-11-14T14:01:00.001+11:00

If there was a chance, that we could be lovers
I'd write you a book of handwritten letters
And burn them all up to the end
Just to start over again

If there was a chance that we could be lovers
I'd learn how to dance, how to hold without touching
Oh, love, where have you been?
I'll wait for you to lead to come in

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing until the last falling star?

If there was a chance that we could be lovers
I'd swim seven oceans and keep going further
I'd hold my breath until you slipped
Those words that belong on your lips

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing until the last falling star?

Say a lie
It could be anything
Just stay with me tonight

So tell me the secret
Is there a way into your heart?
Cause I want to believe it
Or will I be wishing
I'll keep on wishing
Until the last falling star.

Can I hold your hand?

2010-11-09T20:14:00.000+11:00

Truth is, we all want to believe.

2010-11-03T20:37:00.001+11:00

Do you?

Everyone has something to hide.

2010-10-24T10:04:00.000+11:00

Cary Brothers - Belong

2010-10-15T17:07:00.001+11:00

Wake up lonely with you by my side
One more night it doesn't feel
There are movies playing in your eyes
You dream of our fortunes

But you're wrong.
I don't belong to you

The moon is the only friend i have outside
One more drink & I'll be healed
I told you the words & then knew it was a lie
I wish i could offer an appeal

You're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong to you

What I'd give for that first night when you were mine
Tried with all that i have to keep you alive

I wasn't taught this way
With a thousand things to say
I was born with a broken heart
What I'd give for that first night you were mine
Thought you were mine

So I'll put this cigarette to bed
Pull some sheets from off your side
I put my arm around you safe in the night
Still dreaming of fortune
But you're wrong
I don't belong
You're wrong
I don't belong
I don't belong

10.10.10

2010-10-10T12:37:00.000+11:00

Just because my life is uneventful doesn't make it unworthy.

If someone dislike you for a particular trait, someone else will like you for exactly the same characteristic.

2010-10-06T19:28:00.000+11:00

值得

2010-10-04T01:28:00.001+11:00

I will not slow down to put up with you. If you can't catch up, you're not worth it.

Emotionally Disconnected.

2010-10-03T17:22:00.000+11:00

All you have to do, is listen.

2010-09-25T20:40:00.001+10:00

To bear the solitude cheerfully.

2010-09-15T15:12:00.000+10:00

等到了又怎样？都已没意思了。。

2010-09-08T21:50:00.002+10:00

Jewel - Somewhere Over The Rainbow

2010-09-05T13:07:00.001+10:00

Couldn't care less

2010-09-03T14:37:00.001+10:00

Because I honestly don't fucking care. Or do I?

并没有想象中那么坚强。。

2010-09-02T01:54:00.000+10:00

Do you need a reason to be happy?

2010-09-01T20:50:00.000+10:00

Or is it just because you want to be?

Hopelessly Romantic

2010-08-29T14:33:00.000+10:00

Because wound will always turn into scar.

2010-08-21T00:31:00.000+10:00

Jewel - Satisfied

2010-08-17T12:34:00.001+10:00

If you love somebody
You better lead it out
Don’t hold it back
While you’re trying to figure it out
Don’t be timid
Don’t be afraid to hurt
Run toward the flame, run toward the fire
Hold on for all your worth

Cause the only real pain
Your heart can never know
Is the feeling of regret
When you don’t let your feeling’s show
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud
Cause if you did Hun
Then you lived some
And that feeling inside
It’s called satisfied

Busy people walkin’ by
I can’t help but worry some
So many things to do
So little love gets done
Empty hearts everywhere
Drowning but dying of thirst
But if you want love, it’s not that tough
Start by giving it first

Cause the only real pain
Your heart can never know
Is the feeling of regret
When you don’t let your feeling’s show
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud
Cause if you did Hun
Well then you lived some
And that feeling inside
That’s called satisfied

Horses were made to run
And the sun was meant to shine above
And flowers were made to bloom
Then there’s us
We were born
To love
We were born
To love
So did you say it
Did you mean it
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it
Did you say in time
Did you say out loud… oh
Cause if you did Hun
Well then you lived some
And that feeling inside
It’s called satisfied

原来要学会不在乎，比真心的在乎更难。

2010-08-16T23:11:00.005+10:00

Why bothered with love if it never lasts?

2010-08-13T17:10:00.000+10:00

因为脸上的笑容，可以隐瞒一切。

2010-08-08T01:14:00.002+10:00

已不爱，或太爱？

2010-08-04T02:43:00.002+10:00

Landon Pigg - The Way It Ends

2010-08-01T22:02:00.002+10:00

Run
Is this to be our fate

Hide
Freedom is ours as long as we escape

We walk in the shadows, we do
For now but we all know
Our time is near

This is the way it ends
Don't tell me its meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall, and we too, shall rise
You held me and taught me how
I think I am ready now
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

We will be spilled in blood
And this is the way that they'll remember us
Emerge from the shadows, we will
Emerge from the shadows

This is the way it ends
Don't tell me its meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall and we too shall rise
You held me and taught me how
I think I am ready now
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

Under my skin, they fade away
(Here's to life with no regrets)
See you again all one day
(Give me life or give me death)
Can anyone ever really say

This is the way it ends
Nothing is meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We fall and we too shall rise, again
If this is the way it ends,
Then this is the way its meant to be

And this is the way its meant to be........

爱炼

2010-07-25T00:01:00.000+10:00

我不懂把握这种结果
你别说别说不是心痛
我放了手像不再为爱前进的时钟
停在心头
布拉格记录不我们的所有
我的梦从此已经不同
那些感情继续在不对的刻有多久
我的世界我来掌握
你给的爱像手链牵住了我爱的太多
而我想要的你却得不到
两人的世界就像下了一场心碎的春梦
没沉默我却有种心痛
猜不透你心里想什么
我的感情为你失去了自由要多久
就算是爱我想解脱
你给的爱像手链牵住了我爱的太多
而我想要的你却得不到
两人世界就像下了一场心碎的春梦
我要的爱用温柔链住了我不会退缩
而你不曾问我是否快乐
俩人的世界都不必再折磨
谢谢你爱我

死了也没人懂。

2010-07-24T00:58:00.000+10:00

人往往在学走路当中，又有谁是从来没跌到过的呢？

2010-07-19T15:31:00.002+10:00

爱一个人，不应该那么困难。

2010-07-08T00:45:00.002+10:00

Incompatibility

2010-06-24T15:48:00.002+10:00

感情没有对错，只有不合。。。

When words no longer deliver its meaning.

2010-06-18T14:56:00.000+10:00

走吧。。

2010-06-07T17:35:00.009+10:00

距离并不代表思念，却让人学会，如何一个人，继续走下这段长远的路。

I miss my long posts :(

2010-05-30T14:13:00.000+10:00

The world has enough for everyone's need, but not enough for anyone's greed - Gandhi

2010-05-29T15:55:00.002+10:00

当黑夜过去总会有阳光 :)

2010-05-20T16:14:00.001+10:00

Rather talk to myself than talk to the wall.

2010-05-14T00:15:00.000+10:00

Hopelessly Flawed.

2010-05-02T00:53:00.000+10:00

5 weeks left

2010-04-26T22:16:00.002+10:00

How am I suppose to vomit out 13000 words in two essays in less than a month? Oh God help me.

A walk in the neighbourhood.

2010-04-23T23:37:00.003+10:00

Bitten Apple

2010-04-20T23:49:00.001+10:00

Sometimes you wonder, the reason to continue, when its not but an errand, a routine you have loyally kept. Even if the core is but an empty stalk, you continue to hold. Are we waiting for its content to refill itself? Or simply the moment went a wind shall blow upon it and throw it to ground? And hence, farewell?

Why try to change me now?

2010-04-18T12:41:00.001+10:00

I'm sentimental
So I walk in the rain
I've got some habits
Even I can't explain
Go to the corner
I end up in Spain
Why try to change me now

I sit and daydream
I've got daydreams galore
Cigarette ashes
There they go on the floor
Go away weekends
Leave my keys in the door
Why try to change me now

Why can't I be more conventional
People talk
People stare
So I try
But can'y be
Cuz I can't see
My strange little world
Just go passing me by

So let people wonder
Let 'em laugh
Let 'em frown
You know I'll love you
Till the moon's upside down
Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me now

Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me
Why try to change me now

Fiona Apple

What if the common sense doesn't make sense?

2010-04-14T19:32:00.000+10:00

Does not knowing makes you safer?

2010-04-05T18:06:00.001+10:00

Just another day in the supermarket.

2010-04-04T16:06:00.006+10:00

Attendant : Hi can I help you with anything?

Me : Yes. Can I have one of these please ? (pointing to something behind the counter)

Attendant : Yea sure. Anything else I can help you with?

Me : No that's all.

Attendant : I'm sorry but where are you from?

Me : (Puzzled) Malaysia, why?

Attendant : Oh, cos I can't guess because I can't seem to hear your accent.

Me : You mean cos I don't have an accent?

Attendant : Yea, but now I can tell your accent after you said "accent".

Me : -.-

Somehow I think he only said that because I already told him where I'm from. Oh well.

Happy Easter!

When the honey bee lost it's desire for honey, it lost its life purpose.

2010-04-03T00:02:00.000+11:00

为何哭？

2010-04-01T17:48:00.002+11:00

Because tears do not wash away your sorrows.

They feed someone else's joy.

Amy Tan - The Joy Luck Club

Wonders why Legolas never seem to ran out of arrows.

2010-03-28T20:48:00.000+11:00

Can you please stop spamming my comment box?

2010-03-26T09:03:00.001+11:00

爱

2010-03-19T23:13:00.001+11:00

True love should be simple and exclusive.
To love is to be exclusive.
And only when there is exclusivity it is true love.

Ye Zhao Yan - Nanjing 1937 : A Love Story

跳啊跳啊跳！

2010-03-14T00:29:00.001+11:00

Heart Broken Cloud

2010-03-07T22:46:00.002+11:00

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2010-02-14T00:05:00.002+11:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day :)

p/s: Dear blog is spammed, I think.

Nam Yu Gai Yik

2010-01-21T17:55:00.003+11:00

To think that there will be no special surprise delivery in the upcoming months just pierces me :(

What's with the colour contact lenses everywhere?

2010-01-17T21:17:00.000+11:00

Family

2010-01-06T22:46:00.004+11:00

Abang took a china tea cup filled with Bo Lei tea in his left hand, while his right was holding a small transparent bag filled with dad's medicine, and walk towards him. Dad put down his spatula and wipe his hands on the apron before taking the pills.

Dad asked if I ate any of the big rosy apples, I said no. Then he took out an orange, and started cutting them into slices and put a few of them in front of me. Seeing that I ate them, he took out another and repeated the cycle. Both of us shared two oranges :)

I took the garbage out as usual, preparing to wash my hands in the porch, and get back into the house to close the gate. But tonight, I didn't. Because mom closed the gate from inside the house before I got in.

All this happened within 15 minutes tonight. Tiny little gestures within a family, happening perhaps on a daily basis, long forgotten the beauty of it, but tonight it made me smile. I wondered if I'm getting old, or plain wiser in simply being grateful of my family.

New Year

2010-01-02T14:52:00.001+11:00

2009 is probably the year with the least post written, and published. Not that it's a year that was least happening, in fact, perhaps its just the opposite.

The time one has is limited, one has to delegate among other things and I'm afraid at this point, my dear blog is slightly pushed to the other side.

I graduated, I started working, I ventured into the blood sucking world where your sole compensation is the pay check at the end of the month. I went on boat rides on a monthly basis, with God watching over me as I'm obviously not eaten by any crocs. Working over hours, unsatisfied yet not entirely unhappy. Yes most of the time I'm confused and lost on my own position.

It was a year full of prompt decisions, followed by immediate actions. Calling it a stressful year would indeed be an understatement. Tracing it back now, it seems surreal, from squeezing through my final semester quickly changing into the working scene. As usual, everything is moving too quickly, you're not given the time to adjust yourself to it, instead, you just go along. Sometimes not even registering what that's actually happening.

I think my brain has been evolving a little too fast in absorbing what that has happened, and what that has not. Even more, decisions made that involved a party too much, yes I despise having to make decisions for someone else other than me, especially if everything puts me on the line, alone.

The emotional strain in me went sky rocketing and plunge deep more than too often within these 12 months, perhaps its a miracle I'm still standing straight. It surprises me my feelings or emotion can deal with such tremendous fluctuation on a regular basis. Or perhaps, as many would say, I appeared feeling-less.

Love has once found me again, and mended a broken heart. Let's pray it shall stay that way.

And I gave up having new year resolutions, for I always forgot what they were, not to mention keeping them.

At a point, I think its more because I don't believe in new year's resolution. Don't get me wrong, I trust that if a person makes up their mind to do something, they can do it. There's nothing wrong with making a resolution, I just don't believe that you need a date or a festive season to mark it.

Perhaps, people do it as a habit, taking it for granted that it marks a new beginning and hence maybe a little change can do some good to them too.

And who could blame them? Life is after all constantly changing, and our brain has evolved in a way to adapt to these changes and still move forward.

On a last note, it's a pretty darn good year, with it's equal share of joy and sadness and let us pray the year ahead would be even more colourful.

Alive apparently

2009-12-10T23:47:00.005+11:00

Yes, I do find it hard to even update once a month.
And yes, you are an idiot for reading this.
For what you've just read is equal to not reading this at all.

p/s: That was a joke.

p/s again: You're not laughing.

p/s again: That was a joke too.

(=

2009-11-16T00:17:00.002+11:00

Having made your sandcastle with love and patience,
Sit proud and happy when the tide comes in.

:)

2009-10-24T01:57:00.004+11:00

In the midst of office chaotic, one can still find simple joy in harvesting imaginary crops :)

Dark & Twisty,

2009-10-19T13:11:00.003+11:00

Life has been chaotic, difficult at times, packed and eventful in the most undesired way.

Yet, it is not entirely unkind.

Evidence?

I am still alive, after all.

风吹了。。

2009-09-26T18:17:00.000+10:00

I saw the wind dance upon my eyes,
It carries a colour one knows not,
And brought along the rain that flies.
With tears behind that hide aside.

When the heart can no longer feels.

2009-09-21T21:33:00.000+10:00

Surfaced

2009-09-19T22:33:00.004+10:00

In days that are unwell, even though the period of great endurance is short, the damage created could still be substantial. And in the event of recovery, the wound slowly fades away, hidden beneath a layer of pretense, hypocrisy, denial or simply delusional. The residual scar remains intact, serving as a permanent reminder on what lies awaits, if one should fell again. The experience naturally gained, were uncommon and generally uninvited, yet interesting and useful enough to be graciously accepted, and appreciated in dire times.

Wants to fly high and be blown away.

2009-08-28T12:49:00.000+10:00

And the silver ring does not fit.

2009-08-20T11:05:00.001+10:00

When the heart hurts more than the sickness.

2009-08-13T15:52:00.002+10:00

Who will catch me when I fall?

2009-08-12T21:52:00.001+10:00

Earth.

No longer recognize herself.

2009-08-09T16:59:00.002+10:00

累了，已不想再寻找。

2009-07-20T11:41:00.002+10:00

只需要你和我。

2009-07-16T12:43:00.002+10:00